sonnet number two

There it goes again, I feel so alone
Vision becomes blurry, can’t see a thing
Time to focus, time to get in the zone
Wondering what the next moment will bring

I am alone, and suddenly it’s cold
Surrounded by people, I am lonely
This world seems so empty, yet so controlled
I wish he was mine, my one and only

My life feels very empty, very bare
My eyes are glazed, my face, it is lifeless
I’m so weak, I can hardly say a prayer
What I would give to be forever ageless

I see his face, and it makes me real sad
After all, my life really isn’t bad.